what goes up....

ooohh...i've been happy for the most part all day today, now i'm gonna pay for it... in case anyone wasn't quite sure, yes, i am bi-polar. one minute i am gloriously, maniacally happy and then the next...yeah...you're smart, you figure out what comes next. well my friends, here it comes...it's like coming down from a buzz, all heavy and thick and slowed... i'm not sure how long it will last, i've been happy for a couple days, i think. let's hope the down-side doesn't last as long... oh well... ah shit...easter's tomorrow... family dinner. fuck. i'm done here