i'm better now...just in case anyone was wondering... i was just reading my last entry and...yeah. it bulges with self-pity. oh so bitter. i am doing considerably well now. jovial in fact. nearly to the point of frightening myself. if only erin was on... or tanya... or if sooosy was back. i am so lonesome... *sniff sniff* but i shall survive. i will. joyously in fact. see? *is all joyous and flittery and glowing* like a 30 watt. i can't go any brighter, i have sensitive eyes... i'm just babbling now. not that it's anything new or different but i am. OH! tanya IS on...oh now that i have to goooo. baahhh! i may cry. nope. still no tears... oh vell. later all. *kisses all around...especially to some*