i am dissatisfied with everything tonight. i go online only to get bored with it and log off. i turn on the tv only to discover that i don't want to watch anything. i ran a bath only to drain it and take a shower instead. i tried sleeping, but i just lie there unable to fall asleep. i can't read, my eyes keep skipping lines. i'm bored, but i don't really want to do anything. nor do i want to do nothing...*shoots self in head* there!
okay, perhaps not... i'm sure this will pass. in the mean time, i'm driving myself insane. dammit dammit dammit! i'm gonna go now. i suppose i'll watch tv/read/lie in bed/cook something i won't eat/wander around aimlessly. i need someone to distract me. i need chemicals. i need a swift blow to the head.
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