i feel odd...things are going well, i'm not used to that. i am happy, i'm not really used to that either... i got my senior project done and handed in, i may graduate now... *exhales* i feel relieved and sort of deflated...what could this strange feeling be? contentment? is that it? do i have that in me? i don't knoooow...i'd really rather be a little stressed though... tension is good. this...this is too...serene. oh well...i'll cause stress in some other aspect of my life. i usually do. ho humm... how sad is it when you'd rather be at your wits end that content? that's me i guess... anyway, i guess it's nice, i'll graduate and then i can go...away. goodbye Lynden, hello...i don't know...anywhere but Lynden? that works for me. i doubt i'll really be happy in any one place, but if i get out of here and on my own, i don't have to settle. i am nomadic. =)

Mood:happy, serene, content, bored
Music:the tv in the other room...and cars going past my house..