it wasn't like that.
i wasn't given that chance.
i cringed and burst into flames,
but where were you?
you had already fallen to
their words.
you had fallen for the propaganda they
spewed
and left me to pick up the blame and be the fool.
meanwhile you agreed with what they said,
nodded like a doll,
and denied me like some gruesome accusation.
you grew too old, too high,
too clever for me,
for us all.
i wept the loss
and cursed your head.
but i also cooled,
hardened,
forgot your voice and the words
that used to seep from your lips
and surround me.
but i don't hear then anymore.
and i can't remember that last time
i felt the warmth
or the glow that you gave off.
my mind brushes the topic of
you from time to time,
but i don't dwell.
i haven't the time
to waste.
i haven't the strength of heart.
i can't remember what i used to feel,
but now i don't care.

Mood:carnivoroussss
Music:...nobody loves meee, it's true. not like you dooo...