ohhh. my heart is all fluttery. i just got out of the bath...i feel all warm and fuzzy. i'm wearing clashing jammies. AND i got pepsi! life is good...and not just because i'm easily amused...okay, maybe. the smurfs are on, too. if only there was someone here to talk to...but no, they're all gone. oh vell, i shall write to no one in particular. it's all good. i really don't even have anything to talk about...hmmm...perhaps it's story time... *clears throat*

once upon a time there was a girl named lola. lola was five-years-old and loved the holidays, so she was excited because it was the day before easter. her mother and she had just moved to be closer to family, and they had been filling her head with their plans to celebrate. her mother wasn't very festive and had always chosen not to celebrate holidays that the cult didn't allow, so the change excited lola.
easter morning, lola woke and ran to the living room to find a large basket of goodies with her name on it. she dug through it until she came across a huge chocolate bunny. she had never seen anything like it. minutes later, she had devoured it. lola loved easter. just then, the door bell rang. she jumped up and answered it to find her family over for easter festivities. after the greeting and mild conversations had died down, the family gathered in the kitchen, leaving lola in the living room with her basket. she was happily eating jelly beans when she noticed a small cage on the table with her name on it. upon closer inspection, she saw that it was a light-brown-colored bunny resembling the chocolate one she had enjoyed earlier. she wondered if it would have the same...characteristics, so she opened the cage, lifted the bunny, and bit. her family raced into the room to the sounds of her crying and lola no longer has any pets.
the most pointless moral of this most pointless story: not all bunnys taste like chocolate and some bite back. oh! like you could have done any better...

Mood: content
Music:tom waits-big in japan

frivilous

guess who's going to prom... i am. how silly... i know, but it's my last chance and it may be fun...who knows. and i'll get to get all dolled up! imagine me in a dress... NO, DON'T. the idea of people imagining me in anything is kinda scary... i'll imagine it. *imagine imagine imagine* hehehee. it will be great...okay, no it won't but hey...oh well. i haven't owned or worn a dress since...um...i think it was like six or seven... i had one for easter when i was 4, but half-way through the visit with family, i stripped it off and played in the rain in my slip... my mother was furious... ahh, memories. i loved that slip... i'll try to keep my dress on at prom, though... no promises. :) oh how girlie am i?

Mood: crazy
Music:voodoo glow skulls and rancid...oh and what's this... NOFX

I AM A FLIPPIN' MASTER OF DISGUISE!

any of you who don't yet believe that i am truely a genious...
today we had to go to this career thingy at the local community college (and when i say "we" i am refering to other people along with myself), and i saw this guy that i used to go to school with, before i moved here. we used to be friends until things got...oh, i'll spare you all the details and go with...weird between us. now it's just really awkward when we see each other. you know, "hi...um...how's..."it" going?" (why when it's uncomfortable betwixt people, does at least one of the parties feel a need to drawl out every phrase to it's maximum length? say it and get it over with!) anyhow, so today i saw him standing about 20 feet away and he started turning my way...so i put my hands over my eyes! hehehe. i think i fooled him. i'm so tricky!
muahaha! anyway, that was my excitement for the day...sad, no?
byeeee!

Mood: jubilant
Music:kitty purring on my shoulder...he thinks he's a parrot...

*sigh*

i'm feeling a little better now... i need to learn to breeeaaathe. people suck, though. me included... i'm a bad, bad person sometimes, so i guess i deserve to be treated like crap by others from time to time. keep me in line. oh well... i don't care. blahhh. why does it matter to me what people say? or, some people anyway... with most people, i couldn't care less what they think. then there's this minute fraction of the population that can actually hurt me if they choose...and they do. why do i let THEM matter? why would i care at all? *radiates luminous codependency* oh fuck me... i don't understand those who feel a need to make people feel like shit. if i upset anyone (and realize it), i feel horrid! i suppose that's just my weird guilt complex, though...

oh vell, that's them... i don't need them. i have better people to surround myself with. i shall do just that... i need to move on. i needed to have moved on long ago, but... i don't have an excuse for not. OH, OH! i thought of an excuse! i'm stooopid! that about covers it! taaadaa! *takes bow* yeah...

anyhooo...i'm gonna go enjoy tim amstrong's loverly...voice... oooh grrrr... calm calm.
*blushes*

okay, love yoo, buhbi.

Mood: okay
Music:punk-o-ramaaa 4...rancid...mmmm...

people are great. right entertaining. usually they just get on my delicate little nerves, but today...nope. they're kinda cute. i'm starting to worry myself. i'm in a really good mood. look at me! *grinning from ear to god knows where* there MUST be something wrong with me... *sigh* oh my! my living quarters are a disaster! i should clean... i should do something productive...i should paint. i left myself a comment at the art show saying, "GIVE UP THE ARTS!!!" i'm wondering if they will pass it on to me. probably not. but then, if they don't, it raises an interesting question...what else are they sensoring? they probably don't pass on the negative comments. the sensitive budding artists that we are. i happen to like the negative ones though! oh, and erin, you got some really sappy ones to read in class... "good luck in the future!" "way to go!" and such... i got "your drawing really makes me think" or something like that... how silly...
anyway, i'm done. much love to anyone who may be reading this... *kisses*

Mood: happy
Music:none to speak of...

here's yet another survey thing...i felt left out/bored...yeah...

um...i've never filled one of these surveys out so i figured i might as well...it's my first and last, so enjoy!

..basics..

name: elise "mckenna" abbygale bassett hudson

nicknames: mckenna (obviously), kennaPea (who'da thought?), um...you can call me anything you want though....

birthday: september 30, 1982

zodiac sign: libra...what's yours, sugar?

school: lyndenl high school, go lions! *cough cough* oh, now i'm all out of school spirit.

color of eyes / hair: hair|fading burgandy eyes|hazel

height: 3'6" or 5'5"...you choose

pets: cats|cat and pokey

..have you ever..

had an online romance?: i dunno...i flirt i guess. i like being in the same room wif someone, though.

been in a quiet room and screamed just to have noise?: yeah...or i sing. i hate silence.

left the country?: yeah...

been so drunk you blacked out?: not since i was 4-days-old... i hold liquer better now.

taken any illegal substances?: not proud of it...

gone out in your p.j.'s?: they're cozy

missed school because it was raining?: i LOVE the rain!

set yourself or a body part on fire?: not lately...? some people have too much time on they're hands

cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend?: ...he started it...

started dancing when there was no music?: maaaayyybe

pretended u were an opera singer?: no, i'm not talented enough to even try...

had an imaginary friend?: three...it was when i was little...they flew away eventually.

crashed into a public wall?: usually just doorjams

ever cried at a 'chick flick'?: oh. sometimes...i guess. couldn't name an instance...

had a crush on a teacher?: :)

done something stupid to impress your crush?: nope...

laughed so hard your drink came out of your nose?: hehe, no. but it's funny when it happens to others...i try to execute only one function at a time...it's safer that way.

laughed so hard you cried?: yes, often!

found a cartoon character attractive?: um...i don't think so...i could be wrong...i can't recall.

at anytime owned a 'new kids on the block' cd?: cd? no... tape? um...

called or seen a psychic?: well, there was this horse once and the damned thing had this really eerie talent...um, no.

planned your week based on the tv guide?: nooo...that's why there are reruns...

acted out of the ordinary?: ordinary based on what standards?

prank called someone?: yeah...it was lame.

been on stage?: yep...i cried in this one play in theatre class. it was great. and the next day i got to yell and make someone else cry.

gotten in a car accident?: nope...not yet

made homemade fudge?: i was bored and....

..favorites..

color/s: i love all colors

day or night: night. morning comes too early

type(s) of music: love it all....not new country, though. or the new "pop" crap. i guess i shouldn't have said i love it all then, huh? alright, most!

chick flick: dunno...i like lots of movies. i don't classify chick flicks, though.

actor: gabriel burns, tim roth, johnny lee miller...these are the only ones i can remember...

actress: bjork (...she was in a movie!), shirley mcclaine...

person: you know who you are

cd: right now? um...radiohead-kid A, rancid-...and out come the wolves, miles davis-kind of blue, bjork-homogenic...oh, there's more...lots...

place: away...

song: just one?

rapper: i dunno...not partial to any in particular

clothes: on who?

red or blue: violet

old madonna or new madonna: niether... why madonna? why no elvis? is she dead yet?

character on 'saved by the bell': don't bring that back!

character on dawson's creek: no, no, no!

character on the brady bunch: what! this is a weird-ass combination! saved by the bell, dawson's creek, and the brady bunch? who came up with these? what are you on? seek help...and get cable!

soap opera: none. my grandmother tapes them, but thank god it's not hereditary.

wrestler of all time: oh, all of 'em! if you can't think of any good questions, just give up.

n sync or 98 degrees?: ...as what, lunchmeat? housepets? oh, lemmee guess, action figures! ...so, i'd hafta go with...niether.

..friends..

do you have a best friend?: why rank friends? i love them all.

do you rank your speed-dial?: no...we for some reason have 911 listed as number 3, though.

who's your funniest friend?: erin and soosin make me laugh.

the end...
what a grand waste of time! okay, good evening.

Mood: artistic
Music:rancid, hole, operation ivy, radiohead, tricky, the cure...

the following is completely pointless...don't even bother reading it...it will kill brain-cells...

hhmmm...i've just realized that i have nothing to say... um... nope, nothing. that's it! i'm gonna sit here till i think of something to say...

nevermind... i'm gonna go fetch a pepsi. caffeine inspiration. that's what i need. maybe a cup of tea... perhaps a shower. or bubbly-bath. or the couch. oh...whatever. bye

Mood: bored
Music:none! oh noo... that's why this entry sucks! i know it!