yes, it's another damned survey...shudup, i'm bored

~I see: I see: I see: I see: I see: I see: I see: I see: I see: I see: I see:...hehe, you asked...
~I need: nothing right now...well, nothing new anyway...
~I find: the fact that no one is on to talk to me rather depressing...*pouts*
~I want: to go play in the rain, but there is none.
~I have: a bit of a cold? maybe i shouldn't play in the rain anymore...
~I wish: i had a pony...yes, that can be a euphemism.
~I love:...that's rather personal! but you would know that...
~I hate: feeling numb.
~I miss: feeling loved, really loved, by someone i feel the same about.
~I fear: being invisible...
~I feel: way too much.
~I hear: the television in the other room...and my cat yawning. he's so cute.
~I smell: the cat, damned cat...and candles and paint.
~I crave: you.
~I search: and search and search until i've forgotten what i was looking for...i do that way too often.
~I wonder:...oh god, don't get me started...there's a lot in my head right now...
~I regret: nothing. why should i waste my time like that? i don't bother.

~When was the last time you ...

~Smiled?: a few minute ago.
~Laughed? : all the time...teehee
~Cried? : last night...
~Bought something?: i bought lunch at...er....lunch time. and a diet coke!
~Danced? : it's been a while...here *dances* there! happy now?
~Were sarcastic? : gee, i dunnooo...i'm not really the sarcastic type...*cough* there
~Kissed someone? : too long ago...then again, i suppose it's always "too long ago" *blushes* why? are ya offering?
~Talked to an ex? : about a week ago...i'm some sort of personal therepist..."i'll take away your problems"...i'm not complaining though. i like helping those i love when i can.
~Watched your favorite movie? : i don't have A favorite...so, yesterday is close enough...
~Had a nightmare? : a couple nights ago...*shudder*
~Last book you read: the vampire armand-anne rice...beautiful story.
~Last movie you saw: trainspotting...yesterday.
~Last song you heard: one by missy elliot
~Last thing you had to drink: tea...mmmmm
~Last time you showered: this mornin'...why does that sound like a pick-up line to me?
~Last thing you ate: cheerios and honey in a mug...
(survey lovingly stolen from souphead)

that first half reminds me of those "i am" poems we had to do in 8th grade english, sophomore english, creative writing, and psychology...i feel a need to cut pictures out of a magazine...yeah, or not. anyhow, taadaa...okay no more surveys, i promise. no, i don't, but no more for a while at least. okay, bye.

Mood:like i'm on hold for something
Music:bjork-homogenic