oh god! i'm in such a strange mood. i'm considering exploding, just for the sensation of it. how odd that would be. granted, it wouldn't last long, but hey, nothing ever does. hm...this is the same rationalization that compels me to just off of a tall building... eegads. what a fuckin' rush that would be, though! but, don't worry. i won't jump or explode any time soon... i need to do something, though. i'm baby-sitting today. my siblings are going to my grandparents' house, so i was thinking, "right on. the whole damn house to meself!" (yes, that is actually the phrase that went through my head...word for word) but nooo. one of the guys my dad works with called and asked me to watch his kids.... it's no big deal i spose... i could take 'em down if i had to... they're only about three feet tall. they've been here for 3 hours and i've heard "i'm hungry" at least 20 times... time to bake cookies evidently...that's what they are saying... i best get to it then... ho hum... okay i'm going