you don't know me at all...

so, for the hell of it, i asked someone how they would describe me...
i guess it came up in conversation or something...
and what do i hear?
"um...morbid!"
morbid?
morbid.
why am i morbid?
i am happy.
what?
just because i find some... "darker" things amusing?
i don't get it.
i'm not really upset 'cause what do they know?
i just thought it was odd.
i wouldn't consider myself morbid...
sarcastic, yes.
facetious, hell yeah.
but nae morbid.
i don't know...
i guess it's a little too clicheic for me.
i'd like to think so anyway.
someone about a month ago said i was cold.
god, that's sad...morbid and cold.

is that how i appear to people?
should i be more cheery?
say, "hehe" more?
maybe i should just quite listening to people...
or at least talking it personally...i know better than that.
oh well, i don't really like judging people so i guess it pisses me off when people do it to me.

oh, man, i think i asked...out of curiosity, though.
but, curiosity killed the cat, right?
poor slain kitty...
why do i let people get to me?
i don't even really like people.
this just reaffirms that...

i'm done

Mood: contemplative
Music:radiohead-faithless, the boy wonder and operation ivy :)